or HOW IN THE HELL DID IT GET TO BE 2014 ALREADY!!!!!!!
(warning . . this is a venting blog post!)
I have not had the best couple of months leading up to this new year.
My back is giving me fits and now my belly area is not happy!
I had my first ride in an ambulance (Christmas night!!!), that I was the patient and not the nurse accompanying a trauma patient! However I was in a lot of pain and was never happier to see those nice paramedics!!
Hours in the ER, tests then a 2 day admission to the hospital, oh fun!
In the meantime, things were not going well at home, with my new untrained dog and all.
Well, hopefully the belly problem is getting better and I can go back to all the other wonderful things that age is bringing on!!
About a year ago I started to feel old! Before that, I didn't like being in my 70's but I was fighting it all the way. But then I just really started to feel old. Feel old in my body and my mind. Maybe it was when my back started giving me such problems and I couldn't do all the things I've done all along without pain. That sadly includes riding my horses. (And that's really depressing!)
All physical activity is harder and more painful.
I'm beginning to see why they say "aging is not for sissies!"
My wrinkles are getting more deep set. I've come to the conclusion that there's no wonder cream out there to turn that around! Age spots are on the increase and my feet are starting to look old!
I hate wearing a bra!!! So in the winter with all these clothes on, why should I? So there!
My neck looks old and my skin is taking on that crepy look. The one advantage to winter is turtleneck tops!!
My memory sucks too! Both for remembering people's names and just for words in general! Sometimes trying to get an intelligent sentence out is a real trial!
I bet there's a lot of you out there that can relate . . . . Right???
Hello??
And furthermore:
When did all my furniture get lower??? Even the toilet!
And the seats in the restaurants are doing the same thing too!!
I remember my mother always had trouble with the "low seats" in the restaurants but she was 4'10".
I think I'm still 5'5" at last measurement.
I'm starting to pay people to do what I used to do with no problems. I have house cleaners to help me, a handyman to do a lot of things I used to do myself. Shit, I'm even looking for a dog walker to get me through the winter for my new dog Dexter! He is so full of energy.
OK, I'd better quit now or this will be a really depressing new years post!!
I really am thankful for so many things.
My family and friends and my animals. My new adopted dog, Dexter makes me laugh everyday.
He doesn't know I'm old as dirt!!
Happy New Year. I hope this is the best one yet for everyone, including me!!!
Shirley
Sorry about the rant but I do plan on writing more about this aging thing when the spirit moves me!!
I would appreciate any comments from people that understand!